Draft

It has been so long since I wrote anything. It has been so long since I felt the kind of love I used to feel.
September 20

One day I felt so empty that I wanted to die.
October 5

It was few days back when I perceived I like to be around you, you know. The other day, I was out for grocery shopping and I bumped into you. It made my day.
October 9

I think love changes everything. It makes you mature and immature at the same time.
No, I don't miss you.
Oh, I do.
October 16

I want to ask you out. May be some day.
October 31

I want this to work out. I am happy nowadays. You know how hard it is for me to be happy. I am an atheist, but I can pray to god for you, for us. May god bless us.
May he never ever separates us.
November 10

It has been four days since I saw you. I am feeling bad.
November 24

I  love oversized clothes. I want to steal all your hoodies, even if you don't like it.
December 1

I lack stability. I will be happy for some reasons and then in the blink of an eye I will be sad. I am sorry if I ever annoyed you.
December 15